i knew you once, and i knew you
like the view of the sea
from a window
(ferocious and beautiful)
my fingers pressed against
the glass to feel the soft tremors
of your distant pulse.
today consisted of deq, dmv (title and registration), switching the plates, sorting out pages of forms with a three year old chattering at my elbow, tickling nephews, dinner with friends, and the spurs/heat game.
considering how well all the car-related stuff went, i am stupid blessed. God is majorly good. (like, mind-blowingly.)
anyway. in addition to being blessed, i am also exhausted. so good night.
/sobs quietly over martin/
i forgot how gnarly his backstory is, then he showed up again today and i started rereading what i wrote and aaaoooowwwwwww.
[still] speaking of candy...
- sooth: this is how i will die one day
- ned: by not eating m&ms?
- sooth: omg that would be tragic
conflagratory matters
- ned: i am going to eat five lemon skittles at once
- sooth: I CALL YOUR STUFF
- ned: what do you call it
- sooth: mine
- sooth: after you are dead
- ned: oh
- ned: okay
- ned: /eats
- sooth: because you ate five lemon skittles
- sooth: /watches eagerly
- ned: IF YOU MAKE ME DIE FROM LAUGHING AND CHOKING I WILL KILL YOU
- sooth: XDDDD
- sooth: i just choked for no good reason
- ned: ow my jaw is breaking
- sooth: are you meddling with dark magic
- ned: LEMON SKITTLES
- sooth: FIX IT WITH YOUR DARK MAGIC
- ned: THEY ARE A TASTY EVIL
- sooth: like the dark side's cookies, but more dour?
- ned: yes
- ned: and much more cheerily colored
- sooth: oooh, that makes them scary
- ned: /has survived
- sooth: awwww
- sooth: i mean
- sooth: hurrah
- ned: i can tell you are overjoyed
- sooth: /hugs you in a congratulatory manner
- sooth: yep!
- ned: i briefly thought that said conflagratory
- sooth: oh
- sooth: that speaks volumes about your subconscious
- ned: i'm sure it does
- sooth: /nilesvoice





